i am going to cut my ear off and eat it

i wonder how many calories are in a human ear

seems like an ear is high in calories

i am on a low calorie diet

that is the reason , why i will never cut my ear off and eat  it

i am slowly starving my self

i am building a tree house out of magazines

magazines cost around $4

i could only afford 2 for right now

i almost ate a pizza slice

but i knew i would feel too guilty afterwords

i have to tell my self

i hate food

i hate it all

i am so hungry

i think about food more then anything

just want to eat food and not worry about weight gain or feeling guilty

the days seem dim and sad

my heart hurts,  my heart that beats

feel a sharp pain

this must stop soon

i question life

i question myelf

i hate myself

why am i sooooooooo lazy

why am i sooooooooo stupid at times

why do i make mistakes

why can’t i be normal

i must advance somewhere

i have been but not fast enough

why does time take so long

why does time go so fast

i wish i had comfort in life

i love people

i hate things i do

i am human

i am not a robot

i am an animal

i am a loser

i am a winner

i am me

me

me

me

me

Hello I havent written anything for awhile its a mixture of lazyness and depression that caused this. Well anyway I was reading an article about the french electro super band Justice, and what kind of software they used on the lap top to make music. They use a Program called Cubase. I looked on the internet and they have it for sale for $500 . Well I have ways and translator software to accsess Chinese websites to download free software. Now I have Cubase on my laptop and its very hard to use. Justice sample alot of music and I want to sample to beacause I am to lazy to do anything else. I want to make shity 70’s songs in to some Electro. Anyway here are some good samples :

Crystal Castles, named after the Crystal Castle from the She-Ra franchise^[8] despite never actually watching the show, formed in December 2003 as a project started by Ethan Kath. In April 2005, Alice Glass recorded vocals for five original instrumentals by Kath. The band’s first single was recorded “accidentally”: a microphone test by Glass was released through MySpace as “Alice Practice” in September 2005. Glass was not aware that it had been used until record companies heard the song and contacted the duo to offer them record deals.^[9]

Since the release of “Alice Practice”, the duo announced plans to release their first full-length album on Last Gang Records, which was released in North America on 18 March 2008 and released in the UK on 28 April 2008.^[10]

It is a city with a population of 31 million people. Most people never heard of it. The city is deep into mainland china. There lots of huge cities in china. It just blows my mind that there is this huge city that nobody heard of exept the chinese and Smart western investors. The air is probley not the cleanest but it looks fun . You can buy real estate here and hold it and then get a profit, but doing business in China is not that easy, I wish it was. chongqing is kind of like Sao Paulo.

Here is a cool website that shows photos of peoples houses. You can see what they look like inside. Some people are famous and some people are not .

http://www.theselby.com/ 

Wait, we stopped being cool? Regardless, NME’s press release does a good job explaining the reasoning behind this list from their 8/2 issue, so I’m going to quote at length:

As the USA steals itself for a new president this year, it seems the country is also undergoing something of a musical revolution. In its latest issue “We [Love] USA” iconic British music magazine NME, celebrates the 25 American acts who are whipping up a storm on both sides of the Atlantic — signalling the re-birth of the US music scene!Alex Miller, New Bands Editor for NME said: “Right now I can barely go a day without coming across a new genius band from the States. While the art scene of Brooklyn or the punks of LA are keeping the underground fascinating, the ceaseless ambitions of Lil Wayne and the Kings Of Leon are making the Chili Pepper and Fiddy Cent clichés of the mainstream redundant. If only it wasn’t so bloody hard to get a green card!”

01 Vampire Weekend
02 Lil Wayne
03 Glass Candy
04 Kings Of Leon
05 MGMT
06 Spank Rock
07 TV On The Radio
08 Boy Crisis
09 Black Kids
10 Holy Ghost Revival
11 The Hold Steady
12 Fleet Foxes
13 Amazing Baby
14 Jay Reatard
15 HEALTH
16 The Cool Kids
17 Black Lips
18 Yo Majesty
19 White Denim
20 Telepathe
21 Iglu and Hartly
22 Chester French
23 Girl Talk
24 TheDeathSet
25 Grace Jones

yesterday I was in Austin TX, then El Paso TX, then Albuquerque at night.

 albuquerque

I think you heard of Black kids. If not , here they are. They are from Florida. And nobody is pure black in that band . uhmmmm ok.